Fakery Fatigue

With all the heavy, disturbing PDF files coming out, and listening to stories from SRA survivors, and with everything hypernormalized and enshitified, I’m trying to stay afloat as much as I can. I’m just trying to transmute my frustrations and sadness for our mad world. Stay strong, everyone.

Last December, I was a couple of packages away from finishing my deliveries when I was pulled over by a Rappahannock County Police officer. She said I was going 73 in a 55 MPH zone on Hwy 231 near Old Rag Mountain. We all get maybe a dozen or more tickets in our lifetimes, but this time I knew I wasn’t speeding, since I was just lazily cruising at around 50 MPH. I’m not saying that I never speed—I usually go around 60 or 70 on the straight highway to my house depending on the flow of the traffic. Surprised, I asked her for the proof, but she said she would provide it at the trial! I was thinking the police could use their time better instead of camping out at straight stretches of remote highways in the dark to catch ‘speeders’, breaking their own community financially at that extra percentage clip compared to neighboring counties that don’t camp out. I feel fortunate that I live in Culpeper County, which has a rich history of defending freedom: the Culpeper Minutemen, the Culpeper Baptist Church’s role in our First Amendment rights, Sheriff Scott Jenkins, etc., and from my experience the last five years, the police presence in my county isn’t aggressive at all. The one time a local cop pulled me over and gave me a warning when I first moved here, I asked him if he was aware of Agenda 2030, WEF reset transhuman stuff, and they’re not naive, although we are all at different levels. Same for the Georgia officer from my last speeding ticket around December 2020 that wasn’t by mail—now there’s a racket. That officer told me that the governor was against the lockdowns because it hurt Georgia’s economy. And remember that heartfelt speech by South Carolina governor, Henry McMaster conveying the absurdity of Biden’s mandate for businesses with fewer than 100 employees. It’s much harder to capture all of local governments, so thank you everyone speaking up and giving feedback to local governments. But I give up on all the purple LED lights going up everywhere—go ahead and destroy your communities that way. I’m using my Jedi force on that one. Just don’t let all local governments be captured!

So we get these situations where instead of helping your community, you end up hurting it. The people at the FDA are willing to destroy the health of our communities rather than make our country stronger, but every sector and industry is demolitioning civilization in this Kali Yuga. Ordo ab chao. Same for the dozens of intelligence agencies, no one whistleblowing or speaking out, a strange inversion, patriotic destroyers of their country, or the tech industry, except gatekeepers like Zach Vorhies—what a disappointing book, but not many are willing to get killed, I guess. I mean why is there no leaked footage or data about Karp or Thiel or any of these hyprocrites—isn’t that fair game, since they want to surveill everyone else? Homebuilders are purposefully building houses that deteriorate faster. The video in that link talks about how flashing is sometimes not even installed in order to quicken the construction pace. This is what happened to the first house I bought, from Ryan Homes (I still get that feeling of disgust whenever I see their signs, but who’s to say another builder wouldn’t have similar issues, although my experience with the next two new construction homes were better: Stanley Martin and Integrity Homes. Yep, I played that game, but I’m out of that marriage now—thanks for the impetus I needed!) where the heavy rains would flood the wall above the living room windows. Luckily that was covered under warranty, but what a months long headache, and really, you forgot the flashing?? I also had to call the local plumbing service after a year or so to clear the dryer vent pipe. When I was watching the guy install a wider PVC pipe and remove the smaller width pipe, I asked him why didn’t they just install a wider pipe to begin with. He said that it’s designed that way with cheaper materials so that you end up calling for service. Problem, reaction, solution.

Newer cars are also designed to break even more so than old school planned obsolescence, and then they have all of the surveillance and data collection technology, so I’m sticking with my old car as long as I can. Last year, Warrenton Tire failed my safety inspection and wanted $3083.43 for the front struts, a lower control arm, and alignment. So I went to Doc Auto nearby, and in addition to those, they said I also had a bad wheel bearing, the other control arm boot was torn, and a bad inner tie rod, plus new brakes, rotors, and alignment b/c of the wheel bearing, for $4196.36. This is how it is in our realm: how will you get duped by a mechanic, a doctor, or a judicial system that uses arcane procedures and jargon, just as science journals use jargon and paywalls to keep the layman out. This is the nature of our selfish realm, and we have to decide whether each of us will continue supporting this system or to see all of us as one community and to start helping each other as ants do, a superorganism. If each of us chose to make adjustments to give without expecting a return, we would be building a better world. It would be nice if each person could pitch in an hour of shoveling to clear the sidewalks of snow, but half of the sidewalks were covered in snow from this winter’s massive snowstorm. No immediate returns, but there is a karmic return eventually, since compassionate acts create a more harmonious community for our kids to learn values from. I’m not perfect and didn’t shovel snow, not much, I just park my car about 10 feet from the road when it snows. It’s just that almost everyone now fends for themselves, or is motivated by the bottom line. I feel so bad for all the struggling people whose cars need to be repaired like this. We need more compassionate people like mobile mechanic Matthew Parker. What’s needed is to sometimes put yourself in someone else’s shoes to see from their perspective, but that’s not what happens because everything is about divide and conquer and separating people with plexiglas or masks, and so you never think about what’s going on in the mind and suffering of the other person. Again, I’m not exemplary with this, but sometimes something breaks through and I feel their suffering and powerlessness. Luckily, I was able to find a mechanic, Jonathan, that did these repairs at about $70 an hour, so about $600 plus the parts I bought. I was thinking, what a contribution to the community he makes with the skills he has.

I like some of these stories about people helping others without expecting anything in return:

I moved to the country in 2021 and quit my job to become more self-reliant, learn from nature, and to find other like-minded people that are not willing to look away, to actually help others and not be mindless consumers. Learning skills, gaining knowledge, sharing and helping people and your community is what needs to quicken to create parallel systems. And when SHTF, my hope is that the surviving communities cannot get rid of people with valuable skills. I used to help a farmer who was into Anna von Reitz and lent me his book You Know Something is Wrong When…., which I highly recommend. He called me one night when the VA chapter had their conference call and managed to get me on that call, but I wasn’t thinking about joining them, although he kept pushing for it, since he and his friend actually went through and got their states rights licenses. He showed me his, which he said exempted you from the establishment policing. Anyways, he had everything, a welding shop, many tractors, hay balers, RVs for Woofers, saves any junk along the edge of his land, since it could come in handy one day. I’ve also picked up so many things that people want me to dump at the local landfill: grout, tiles, blinds that I ended up installing in my house, window shutters, a rain barrel, wheelbarrows, books, furniture, etc. All these home contractors could drop off any donations like this to local community donation centers or libraries. It’s interesting how each Habitat for Humanity ReStore is so different, so each person can have noticeable effects.

So then Collective Evolution re-released the Anneke Lucas interviews from around 2018, because of the Epstein revelations. I had seen parts of it back then, and in April of 2019, I was in shock listening to the two hour interview of Teal Swan by a local Idaho news station about her accounts of Satanic rituals and her experience with the way police handled matters. I had watched this interview right before leaving for a trip, and it deeply disturbed me for a long time, as did The Fall of the Cabal by Janet Ossebaard and Cynthia Koeter, Out of Shadows, etc. Those three are hard to find now. Sometimes it’s so overwhelming and unfathomable, innocent children being butchered alive for the excited ‘elite’:

I think we all need to listen to Anneke Lucas’s story at this juncture in human history to better understand our world and to confront our own humanity and what it means to live decently or continue to live in dissonance with this unfathomable evil, just like all the politicians in an Epstein hearing, talking about minutiae when they all know the staggering evil of the situation. The Part 2 video above especially is the most intense and overwhelming material I can handle without breaking down completely. I’m not saying I’m perfect, just that this issue is critical at this time, to do our personal shadow work and for humanity to do the necessary shadow work and confront our denial. Compassion is needed to counterbalance this cycle of abuse and mind control, where the power hungry abused come to power to then abuse and mind control their children as well as the masses. It starts on day one: circumcisions, vaccines, boarding schools, fraternities, hazing, residencies, secret clubs, etc. The ones that bubble up to the top are the psychopaths devoid of any feelings for others, like Epstein. Look at all the young faces in mainstream news—all the real journalists that had a conscience have left, so you end up with these types of people. And the pull of greed and power is too strong for sensuous man, and temptations will ALWAYS be there tempting power-hungry people. It’s part of the Logos for humans, not just electromagnetism/gravity pulling things.

So although humanity needs to do the shadow work to move past our juvenile state, I don’t see that happening, and so it’s just the exceptional ones that can create alternate systems. David Icke also re-released his Arizona Wilder interview that I had seen back then, and it checks out with what I read last year from Cisco Wheeler and Fritz Springmeier’s book, The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave , for example, regarding China Lake in California and Joseph Mengele’s scar, ingesting her own waste, sensory deprivation, etc. Their book is the most disturbing book I’ve ever read.

I had already seen the Epstein black book around 2022, and I remember my surprise at seeing names like Minnie Driver, Ehud Barak, George Mitchell, Lawrence Krauss, Dershowitz—NOT. And regarding some of the scientists involved with Epstein, I had read their books back in the 80s and 90s, e.g., Richard Dawkins’ Selfish Gene, Daniel Dennett’s Consciousness Explained, Stephen Hawking’s Brief History of Time, all wrong path indoctrination. God I wasted so much time reading these types of books, Stephen Jay Gould, Jared Diamond, etc. Now you look back and anytime someone gets a Pulitzer or Nobel, you know there’s some kind of agenda behind that. Everything is now seen in this new light, no longer wacky, and you can now connect the dots, Wicked, The Wiz, Liza Minelli. Everyone can now see Bob Marley’s Babylon System lyrics in a new light:

Babylon system is the vampire, yea! (vampire)
Suckin' the children day by day, yeah!
Me say de Babylon system is the vampire, falling empire,
Suckin' the blood of the sufferers, yeah!
Building church and university, wooh, yeah!
Deceiving the people continually, yeah!
Me say them graduatin' thieves and murderers
Look out now they suckin' the blood of the sufferers (sufferers)

Btw, did you realize Amazon’s Kindle implies that paper books should be burned? Or maybe everyone’s eyes are being fried by the LED screens. My eyes are actually getting progressively worse and hurting, so I need to decrease my screentime for sure.

I wish I could escape to a peaceful realm that doesn’t involve farming of babies, wars and takeovers, surveillance techno-police state, nanometallic tech, AI slop, and constant division and fear. But at other times, I know I need to keep chipping away every day at becoming a better person. The other day I fixed my client’s bathroom baseboards and rotted drywall, redid the shower caulking, painted, etc., so I felt a sense of accomplishment on some things I had never done before. I bought a Ryobi 18 gauge brad nailer, and a Metabo miter saw to make those cuts needed for the baseboards, and so I can’t believe I hadn’t bought a miter saw before. Metabo is Hitachi, btw. There’s a good company helping people get things done, making positive change, at least for this affordable saw. My son and I want to build more wheelchair ramps for people, more mailbox posts, gutters, blinds, shelves, toilets, faucets, PEX and copper pipe cuttings, RV water heaters, working with gardens and yards, sawing trees and chopping wood, etc.—all things I did last year. I think gig work will help communities more and more in the future. I see so many homes that are deteriorating because the elderly that live there cannot repair them readily. And one reason I’ve not written much in the past year is because I’ve been doing contractor work for people on Taskrabbit as well as with other contractors or by myself. Btw, if you want to hire me, here is my Taskrabbit profile: https://www.taskrabbit.com/profile/won-l . I also want to build a booth stand by the front of my land and place bundles of firewood, herbs, black walnuts, unwanted books, tools, etc. for donation or barter. It’s nice to see the dozens of stands around here, but so much more could be done. It’s rare to see anyone even in the country growing food, but imagine all the extra food that could be donated to food banks. Sometimes I see a huge excess of garden vegetables that some people donate to a food bank here, so I know that it’s very possible to feed a huge amount of people from excess harvests. There’s a pumpkin patch I pass a lot, and thousands of pumpkins rot on the field. Why aren’t they being donated to food banks, or at least for livestock feed? I have this idea of dehydrating all the mushrooms so that they’ll last longer, or baking banana bread from all the boxes of mushy bananas I pick up for food banks.

I bought a floor jack recently and hope I can help change people’s motor oil, not just mine, or replace brakes. I need to get more equipment, like a good torque wrench—they always overtighten the oil filter housing! I helped a friend flip a house in Virginia Beach last year, and he loves building bikes from spare parts that he can get from nonprofit places like Community Bikes in Charlottesville, where they have bins full of donated bike parts. Why aren’t there more community bike shops or more people helping others replace car brake pads, engine oil, radiator flushes, etc.? There are no indy bike shops in Culpeper! Why aren’t there libraries where you can check out or be gifted not just books, but tools, equipment, clothes, food, services, etc. But this is what I’m saying: the local government is not there to improve the community like this—it is up to ourselves. Chris Agnos has some great reasoning and ideas with concepts like a community library. His dad was a local community leader. Growing parallel systems where people are bartering or exchanging their services and goods is to me the key way to counteract the establishment system, along with ensuring that more children be raised with these types of values, because indoctrination is almost set in stone if you learn something before the age of seven, where the innocent, pure child is in that theta wave hypnotic state. I always envision a time when this knowledge is so valued and understood, that it is universally taught in all cultures to ensure that future generations won’t be swayed so easily. Good parents already know this, and it used to be taught, for example in The Oera Linda.

When I look at the world (When I look at the world)
It fills me with sorrow (It fills me with sorrow)
Little children today (Children today)
Are really gonna suffer tomorrow (Really suffer tomorrow)

The Jesuits have taken advantage of this knowledge, the Nazis, psychologists, McDonalds, etc. Thank you, Amish and Mennonites that have stayed true to your values, showing everyone else what the results can be. Local communities should pitch in to help a struggling family, just as the Amish do. We should also counterbalance the fakery of this realm by being honest with ourselves. I’m so tired of the fakery of people and the news. I was surprised at how I could not be faked out by the judge or the protocols of the court system. I just had this disdain for all of this setup. I am less and less impressed by people that demand respect when all they do is siphon off of people that actually get things done, all the judgments at fancier restaurants. We are seeing through it all, hence Hollywood, NBA, NFL viewerships are down. I can only hope that I was able to convey to the judge, the cop, and everyone who bothered to listen, what the crux of the matter is, that they need to stop camping out in the dark at straightaway parts of highways to meet monthly quotas and actually start helping their community. Police quotas have been banned through legislation in at least 23 states so far, Virginia being the last state to do so. My ex-girlfriend was talking with her son who was new to the Colorado Springs police department, and he had a quota of tickets to give out each month—I think it was 10 per month, at least this is what I said in my court case. Anyways, the officer did not present evidence of my speed reading, but instead a receipt of a radar calibration test using a tuning fork and a receipt of a speedometer calibration with an OBD-II diagnostic tool called Snap-on Modis Ultra:

So does this mean I could have done a calibration test a few months before I was caught and then present the receipt as the only evidence that I wasn’t speeding? Of course not, but the justice system or the dentist or almost any explanation you get is not about logic or common sense. The dentist told me my tooth needed a root canal or extraction because of bacteria. But why did the bacteria attack me and not some other guy, and why at this moment and not last year, and why not the other teeth next to it, on and on, it doesn’t matter, you can’t convince anyone, and nothing makes sense in this world, you just go along, people say ‘how are you’ when they really mean, I don’t care how you are doing, or you agree that the Jackson Pollock drippings is genius. Btw, did you realize that the word ‘literally’ is the opposite of what people intend it to mean, as in ‘literally 10 feet tall’, since ‘lit’ implies the literature, the letters and words, not ‘actually 10 feet tall’. Everything is an NLP inversion like this, yet people go through their lives without questioning anything.

So then I went to the dentist for the first time in 6 or 7 years for a possible extraction. I refused the free Medicaid program that 1.8 million Virginians were able to get after the Covid scam. I want to be responsible for my own health, not have a magic bullet solution when I get pain in my teeth and have the dentist pop in a filling, allowing me to sneak in more junk food than if I were forced to maintain good health. Feedback loops signalling that something is off is the urgent emergency you need urging you to do something different this time. Something must emerge from the emergency, not remain merged in doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. But what people do is take pain meds or fill their cavities or smoke weed all day. 1.8 million new Virginia Medicaid clients to milk using the infinite money cow from the government—nice job, pharma and your armies of lawyers and minions. Corporations connote headless, directionless corpses, so you see how you can’t pinpoint someone to take the responsibility for the debts we’re in. Anyways, it was at the Piedmont Regional Dental Clinic, where they provide an affordable care program for those that financially qualify. I made a few hundred dollars above the cutoff last year, so I paid the full fees, which was fine with me. But this place is no different than any other health care business. Instead of what I assumed would be a full mouth exam, the masked up dentist said that the exam was only for one tooth and that she could not assess the other teeth when I asked her what she thought of the conditions of some teeth that are always forming black cavities and then lessening and then reappearing. She said she can’t look at those teeth because the appointment today was for only one tooth. They apologized for the mistake, but this gives them a chance to make more money for the next exam. So frustrating because I chose them thinking I’m helping a local nonprofit that supports the community. And I really wanted to know her assessment of those teeth as I get older, but now I need to go down there another day and pay for another examination. And I made my case as I always do about not taking x-rays, but I knew it would be harder this time because of the long time since my last ones, but I even suggested that I pay for it while I not actually take the x-ray, but that was nixed and she actually messed up the first time so I was irradiated twice, although I didn’t actually get to see it for analysis, and the cost went up to $39 from the quoted $30 over the phone I had written down on Google Keep, as did the exam price, from $83 to $100.

So at this juncture in our timeline, if anyone is interested in some of my proposals, let me know if you want to visit my homestead and stay in my RV for a few days or something, talk over campfires, play music, build stone shelters, root cellars, lean-ons. I’ll have more to say about this later.

Thanks for reading.

Silas Gauthier is one of the greatest minds on Earth, and this is our absurd world:

Juliette Engel interview:

A screengrab of her drawing from the interview:

Great research from William Ramsey:

Love this guy’s undercurrent of Weltschmerz:

Helping others is innate in babies:

https://youtube.com/shorts/qwBzVw86qQU?si=0hGcWIpdsAs2_rQS

Our local governments sometimes are willing to place cell towers on fire stations, hurting their own firefighters:

https://youtube.com/embed/WOXxC50TCu0?si=N_D_4xAUmixmsHsN

Grandmother jailed for 6 months after AI error linked her to a crime in a state she had never even visited, lawyers say: https://www.reddit.com/r/law/comments/1rsx1yx/grandmother_jailed_for_6_months_after_ai_error/